I MISS HER AND THAT'S IT

Don’t ask me to smile,  

don’t ask me to be wise. 

Hell with your party, 

and hell with your surprise,

I miss her and that’s it.

Let me drink in that corner, 

Let me bleed and don’t show up,

Now I am a man in love, 

you people also grow up, 

I miss her and that’s it.

Yeah I am insane, 

failed and fucked up

but don’t you advise me, 

just shut up.

I miss her and that’s it.

Ignore my screams, 

that are for her only,

Thousands of idiots around 

and life is lonely,

I miss her and that’s it.

I want to make her laugh by nonsense jokes,

I want to do it wrong way and hear her advice,

I want to tease her, flirt with her and make her blush,

I want to see her fake anger and repeat my fake sorry,

I want to feel again those beats of my heart when she hugged me,

I want her to care for me, 

I am not well…

I want to make her know… 

I miss her and that’s it…

Courtesy - Shreyas Dhulia 

THE JUSTIFIER

You loved – I admire,

You hated – Your Desire.

Won’t beg – You created mire,

Saying sorry – Funky satire.

I explained – The truth of fire,

You said – I’m a liar.

You had – Shot the vire,

Painful nights – Extremely dire.

I loved – I was your sire,

You pretended – I had hire.

You always – Searched for tier,

I paid all – With own dier.

FINALLY..

You became – The Justifier.

I'M COMING BACK

My heart bleeds red,

My soul bleeds black.

A nightmare again,

They are coming back.

I feel tentacle,

Under my skin.

Reminding me of my past,

Of the monster within.

Vultures circle me,

They taunt and jeer.

I feel closer to death,

With each insult I hear.

Feels so helpless,

Whenever I cried.

Almost a dead body,

I’m no one’s ride.

I feel my heart break,

From secrets which don’t crack.

A love one strong,

Becomes a painful crash.

Marred skin and tattered flesh,

Snow white skin.

And a sea of blood,

Suicide won’t be a sin.

Mistakes for a skeleton,

Skin clings to bone.

A shadow of former myself,

A lifeless clone.

My heart bleeds red,

My soul bleeds black.

I’m my own worst nightmare,

And I’m coming back.