I MISS HER AND THAT'S IT

Don’t ask me to smile,  

don’t ask me to be wise. 

Hell with your party, 

and hell with your surprise,

I miss her and that’s it.

Let me drink in that corner, 

Let me bleed and don’t show up,

Now I am a man in love, 

you people also grow up, 

I miss her and that’s it.

Yeah I am insane, 

failed and fucked up

but don’t you advise me, 

just shut up.

I miss her and that’s it.

Ignore my screams, 

that are for her only,

Thousands of idiots around 

and life is lonely,

I miss her and that’s it.

I want to make her laugh by nonsense jokes,

I want to do it wrong way and hear her advice,

I want to tease her, flirt with her and make her blush,

I want to see her fake anger and repeat my fake sorry,

I want to feel again those beats of my heart when she hugged me,

I want her to care for me, 

I am not well…

I want to make her know… 

I miss her and that’s it…

Courtesy - Shreyas Dhulia 

I'M COMING BACK

My heart bleeds red,

My soul bleeds black.

A nightmare again,

They are coming back.

I feel tentacle,

Under my skin.

Reminding me of my past,

Of the monster within.

Vultures circle me,

They taunt and jeer.

I feel closer to death,

With each insult I hear.

Feels so helpless,

Whenever I cried.

Almost a dead body,

I’m no one’s ride.

I feel my heart break,

From secrets which don’t crack.

A love one strong,

Becomes a painful crash.

Marred skin and tattered flesh,

Snow white skin.

And a sea of blood,

Suicide won’t be a sin.

Mistakes for a skeleton,

Skin clings to bone.

A shadow of former myself,

A lifeless clone.

My heart bleeds red,

My soul bleeds black.

I’m my own worst nightmare,

And I’m coming back.

beautiful friend so far

Got a beautiful friend so far,

Missing you every day with all my heart.

You cute, beautiful and so bright,

My heart get beats from your voice.

Wonderful, cute and great smile,

You have pure heart and soul so divine

Spend my time with you so great,

I’m your friend & I can’t forget.

You have created a massive space in my heart,

Willing to be you, I decided on my part.

My friend you are really so far,

But there is no distance between our hearts.

I got you my friend so far.

Your Beauty My Bride

Your love is divine and you pain is wine,

Your smile is great and bring all the shine.

When you cry all dark and pine,

When you smile all charm and fine.

Sweet small black mole on your lips, right hand side,

Enhancing your adorable beauty by the thousands of time.

Bright innocent your face my wife,

Your young wild beauty, itself is a goldmine.

Big dark black so beautiful eyes,

Holding my heartbeat and keeping me alive.

Hello my baby.! I don't wanna make you cry,

But things so  unfortunate I can't lie.

Turning point is common in everyone's life,

I would like to wish you a future bright.

I knew I'm not Shakespeare right,

Presenting last pathetic poem from my side.

But....

No one can challenge "YOUR BEAUTY MY BRIDE".

THE FUNERAL

     They are at my place; with all folded hand,

     Few are screaming; few just stand. 


              Some talking about past; some talking all sins,

              Few looking too busy; searching for things.

     Marginalized by loved one; doomed by all,

     I am lying down; done with my last fall.

              Everything settled; a cross onto my chest,

              No more crisis baby; no more conquest.

     I can’t regret; this is not hell.

You should cross your heart; you are at my funeral.

I’M MY OWN DESTINY

I’m my own destiny,

I hate to be alone.

It’s not too strong now,

It seems to be a hydrogen bond.

Bit terrible and bit confusing,

With a conflicting long story.

I’m my own destiny,

I hate to be alone.

Not too painful, not too dying,

Beatless life with pleasant less nights.

Reminding memories and lovable fights,

It’s all gone and you sit tight.

Not too strong, I can’t hold,

I lost all, now I should fold.

I’m my own destiny.

I have to be alone.