This Christmas no Pair of Dove..!!

I just wanna be the drop of love,
Wider sky with a pair of dove.

So much crazy now I am,
Psycho nasty things God damn.

Wonder why people got mad,
Empty minded rusty all said.

Things had changed like a crispy nut,
Now you far within the friction of second.

I just wanna be the drop of love,
Wider sky with a pair of dove.

This Christmas things so unplanned,
Revoking self from the things which had far gone.

Excruciating quite destitutive my past,
Rebuilding all ; nothing left so far.

Still hankering for happiness so fast,
Silently eradicating you from my past.

This Christmas eve is quite tough,
Dusty sky without any dove.

I'M COMING BACK

My heart bleeds red,

My soul bleeds black.

A nightmare again,

They are coming back.

I feel tentacle,

Under my skin.

Reminding me of my past,

Of the monster within.

Vultures circle me,

They taunt and jeer.

I feel closer to death,

With each insult I hear.

Feels so helpless,

Whenever I cried.

Almost a dead body,

I’m no one’s ride.

I feel my heart break,

From secrets which don’t crack.

A love one strong,

Becomes a painful crash.

Marred skin and tattered flesh,

Snow white skin.

And a sea of blood,

Suicide won’t be a sin.

Mistakes for a skeleton,

Skin clings to bone.

A shadow of former myself,

A lifeless clone.

My heart bleeds red,

My soul bleeds black.

I’m my own worst nightmare,

And I’m coming back.