This Christmas no Pair of Dove..!!

I just wanna be the drop of love,
Wider sky with a pair of dove.

So much crazy now I am,
Psycho nasty things God damn.

Wonder why people got mad,
Empty minded rusty all said.

Things had changed like a crispy nut,
Now you far within the friction of second.

I just wanna be the drop of love,
Wider sky with a pair of dove.

This Christmas things so unplanned,
Revoking self from the things which had far gone.

Excruciating quite destitutive my past,
Rebuilding all ; nothing left so far.

Still hankering for happiness so fast,
Silently eradicating you from my past.

This Christmas eve is quite tough,
Dusty sky without any dove.

I MISS HER AND THAT'S IT

Don’t ask me to smile,  

don’t ask me to be wise. 

Hell with your party, 

and hell with your surprise,

I miss her and that’s it.

Let me drink in that corner, 

Let me bleed and don’t show up,

Now I am a man in love, 

you people also grow up, 

I miss her and that’s it.

Yeah I am insane, 

failed and fucked up

but don’t you advise me, 

just shut up.

I miss her and that’s it.

Ignore my screams, 

that are for her only,

Thousands of idiots around 

and life is lonely,

I miss her and that’s it.

I want to make her laugh by nonsense jokes,

I want to do it wrong way and hear her advice,

I want to tease her, flirt with her and make her blush,

I want to see her fake anger and repeat my fake sorry,

I want to feel again those beats of my heart when she hugged me,

I want her to care for me, 

I am not well…

I want to make her know… 

I miss her and that’s it…

Courtesy - Shreyas Dhulia 

THE JUSTIFIER

You loved – I admire,

You hated – Your Desire.

Won’t beg – You created mire,

Saying sorry – Funky satire.

I explained – The truth of fire,

You said – I’m a liar.

You had – Shot the vire,

Painful nights – Extremely dire.

I loved – I was your sire,

You pretended – I had hire.

You always – Searched for tier,

I paid all – With own dier.

FINALLY..

You became – The Justifier.

I'M COMING BACK

My heart bleeds red,

My soul bleeds black.

A nightmare again,

They are coming back.

I feel tentacle,

Under my skin.

Reminding me of my past,

Of the monster within.

Vultures circle me,

They taunt and jeer.

I feel closer to death,

With each insult I hear.

Feels so helpless,

Whenever I cried.

Almost a dead body,

I’m no one’s ride.

I feel my heart break,

From secrets which don’t crack.

A love one strong,

Becomes a painful crash.

Marred skin and tattered flesh,

Snow white skin.

And a sea of blood,

Suicide won’t be a sin.

Mistakes for a skeleton,

Skin clings to bone.

A shadow of former myself,

A lifeless clone.

My heart bleeds red,

My soul bleeds black.

I’m my own worst nightmare,

And I’m coming back.

beautiful friend so far

Got a beautiful friend so far,

Missing you every day with all my heart.

You cute, beautiful and so bright,

My heart get beats from your voice.

Wonderful, cute and great smile,

You have pure heart and soul so divine

Spend my time with you so great,

I’m your friend & I can’t forget.

You have created a massive space in my heart,

Willing to be you, I decided on my part.

My friend you are really so far,

But there is no distance between our hearts.

I got you my friend so far.