THE FUNERAL

     They are at my place; with all folded hand,

     Few are screaming; few just stand. 


              Some talking about past; some talking all sins,

              Few looking too busy; searching for things.

     Marginalized by loved one; doomed by all,

     I am lying down; done with my last fall.

              Everything settled; a cross onto my chest,

              No more crisis baby; no more conquest.

     I can’t regret; this is not hell.

You should cross your heart; you are at my funeral.

I’M MY OWN DESTINY

I’m my own destiny,

I hate to be alone.

It’s not too strong now,

It seems to be a hydrogen bond.

Bit terrible and bit confusing,

With a conflicting long story.

I’m my own destiny,

I hate to be alone.

Not too painful, not too dying,

Beatless life with pleasant less nights.

Reminding memories and lovable fights,

It’s all gone and you sit tight.

Not too strong, I can’t hold,

I lost all, now I should fold.

I’m my own destiny.

I have to be alone.

REST IN MY MIND

It’s too hard to find,

Rest and peace in my bloody mind.

You asshole made me cry,

Taken all my pleasant nights.

Showing your love with this worldwide,

But it’s a naked weapon of all time.

Thirst, pain, love and romeo ride,

Famous for all deadly suicide.

Still no peace in my mind,

You always spoken me baby nevermind.

Fucking empty matrimonial sites,

Calling all the youth for pain and die.

It not always what its seems like,

You hated me, now be prepare to die.

People said do worship but don’t cry,

They showing fucking worry, but actually they never tried.

Are you feeling so lost and cry,

People cheated coz you were shy.

“Don’t take bribe,
Just do the fight,
Be the new Optimus prime”

I hope you don’t gonna try,

Fucking weather is wet of dry.

Love stories showing all the lies,

Nobody knows, what real life is.

Too complicated it’s for you and I,

This was last and my confidence off ride.

Guys it’s too terrified,

But you asshole never satisfied.

“No love no life,
Just pain all wide,
Dark or light,
Dead or alive”

I always treated you as my bride,

But you thought I’m so simple ride.

I pretended your love as wine,

But motherfucker everything is lie.

It’s really too hard to find,

Rest, peace, calm in my fucking mind.

ONLY YOU..

one is soul, body is two
one heart, beats for both
One angel, come from heaven
one life, we both want
one trust, that always make us stronger
one feeling,we both feel
one thing, keeps us united
one voice, we only want to hear
one day, we will united
one night, we will be in eachother's arm
one night, we satisfy our thirst
one day, life change
one day only one day
that will come soon.......

every part of my body says 
i love you
every heartbeat says
i need you
every breath says
i miss you

SAYA CINTA KAMU MY AYU.. <3

MISSING YOU

your soft hairs fallen on my face

kissing your charming cheeks

so loving fun of the moment

feeling the softness of wind

blinking eyes looking around

touching ma heart innocently

explaining our love

i can't get better than u

juicy lips are fixed there

attracting me all over

missing the warmth of your touch

the fragnance of your breath

the softness of your lips on me

missing u all the time

i wish to stay entrapped in your love forever

our body are two but heart always one.. <3